My right eye hurts, not the eye ball itself but around my eye area. It feels like I got some sort of bruise under my skin but the area looks fine. Would it possibly be that I wasn't sleeping as much but how could it be only one eye that's feeling the pain. Possibly it's some sort of infection? I had to wet a towel and wipe my eye to relieve the itch. I did make a appointment to see the ophthalmologist. To think of it, I'm not so afraid to see a ophthalmologist then to see a dentist or other types of doctor. I switch back to the previous ophthalmologist was seeing. The other place made me feel so uncomfortable. But yea this reminds me, some days you just don't know how fortunate you are until something happen.
I miss him....
1:45 AM ( EST ) - I can't sleep. My sleeping schedule is so crazy. I was thinking about why can't I just fall asleep? I think it's because I am missing Mr. K.. He is probably having fun or god knows what he is doing at this moment. Mean time I am feeling miserable. Well alright it's not as bad. I should take this time as a break. Not that I need or want a break away from him. I mean we should all enjoy the times when we're apart right? Is this what you call room for yourself to breath? Na ah, I don't need that but yea I should just relax and focus on things I been putting aside ( took a deep breath in ) like clearing up the clutter in my room. If Mr. K. knows about this, meaning I haven't been sleeping as much. He will sure not feel happy about it. Haven't talk to him for days and I got too much time to think, thinking too damn much, I need to clear my mind from unhappy thoughts!
3:06 AM ( EST ) - I tried sleeping but end up talking with myself and coughing like crazy. It is the DAMN AIR CONDITIONER that is causing me to cough. I think I had scar my throat because I kind of have that bloody taste in my mouth.
4-5 AM ( EST ) - Finally pass out and woke up at 9 AM ( EST ). Not much sleep but still I did a little. I am a freaking nut for letting that affect me, that meaning missing him too damn much. Ms. K. - your such a mushie ball, OK not that there's anything wrong with that.
Mr. K. is back!! He came home last night and is very tire but have to go back to work. Not much rest for him. I got a sense of happiness inside me, can't live without this man because he brings so much laughter, smiles and love into my life. I'm being very expressive because that's how I am. Never would I thought I would say something like that, can't live without? I'm usually the type that says I can and eventually we'll move on. But it was like torture from hell not having him around. Is that why they say, love isn't with someone who you can live with, but it's with who you can't live without! Something like that and the day I realize things aren't the same without him, I knew I found true love.
I miss him....
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